Have you ever watched the movie “Ye Jawani Hai Dewani” really a great concept about life. Remember what did bunny said “unlike others I’m not goanna have same boring life, graduations till 22, job at 24, married by 25, and then after retirement wait…wait till you die”.sound like so boring and lifeless .well that’s the reality and how we actually live not everyone but most of us .I’m sure about at least 90% of us.
A life full of responsibilities, stress, office targets, and pressure to score high, compeditions, studies and bla bla bla…..we have so much to do in such small time.
I so wish if a day could be of more than 24hr.so that at least I could sleep for sometime peacefully. Well can’t help it right?
The era has changed, people are changing too. Now parents do ask their kids about their career preferences rather than imposing their own incomplete dreams.
But, are you guys still sure about whatever you are doing? Are you sure about the course you are perusing at present? About the job you are doing? Were you really sure about what to choose after high school?
I don’t know about you people but I wasn’t. I have never got enough time to explore and try new things, neither to discover my own new personality ,or to think about what I like and what I dislike? What I want do ?How I want to be ?every time I was busy in shaping myself according to the vessel my parents poured me into .
I thought after 10th I’ll be having 3 months (enough time) to think about my future but my bad luck there were no vacations my classes started just after few days of my exams .I opted PCM only because my brother told me that by this I’ll be having many options to mold my career whenever I would be ready and now I would be having two years to decide.
Sounds fine? Yeah…
Now, after I have entered in class XI I got busy with lectures, coaching’s, syllabus, competitions etc. Through all those years I was running behinds everything, and forgot to stop and think, of the direction where I wanted to go. I was just rushing along with that flock of sheep.
Then after 12th my father asked –“what do you want to be? “I was all blank…
I had no idea about what is B.tech for? What is B.com for? What is the difference between B.sc and B.A? What will theses courses make you? What are all UG courses which one was for PG? I didn’t know about any of them.
Because I wasn’t ready with any idea so, my father told me to pursue Btech and become an electrical engineer. I said ok cool no issue. Now the next issue was about college. As I didn’t had any idea about what’s really going .so my destiny threw me here in Bansthali Vidhypith where after spending three years I’ve realized that not every course is worth pursuing and especially when you are not really sure …
Here day after day I have met different kind of people ,faced many challenges ,explored a lot and the best thing I discovered most of me yeah not the whole of me but the most the most of me .
So now I know at least engineering is not my cup of tea…
And that I was made for something else…
May be that’s psychology, may be law, may be literature, I don’t know but I m pretty sure that’s not engineering.
Now a question arises why? Why I’m still doing it? Why I’m still trying to fall in love with these complicated circuits which has made my brain system corrupted? Well that’s only because of my age come on I’m 21 I should be earning before I get 24 and marriage ,you know how the society is ?All those great guys would get booked by the time I’ll be 26 …ha-ha really ??
So that’s why I can’t think of starting my journey with a whole new pace …and is it worth starting with a zero? Is it worth struggling when I’ll need more of my age to invest?
Now do you realize why people usually give upon their dreams and keep on doing the same shit with same unhappy faces? Just because of so many questions which enter into your brain more like virus that eats up all your decision making files…
but why is that age matters more than your life when it’s just the 20% of yours and you are sacrificing whole damm 80%for that ?I can’t waste my 80% in just crying and regretting that I could have been happier if I would have taken just a small step for myself .
I think there is no particular age when you get to know yourself completely. Every next day you discover a new you .and in this life, age could never be a time limit when you have no surety about the next second of your life …
Feel free to do whatever you with to do and whenever you want to .don’t let your age stop you .it’s just another number doesn’t matter if its 21,41or if even its 81…
Live this life, just don’t spend it….
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